Obession

Your obession with prison amuses me, the girl you flaw for is only 16. She doesn't want you and yet you still text in call her like a telemarketer. She leftr you saying that this just wasn't the right time for a relationship and that she wasn't ready. But she will still call and text as if she's still your girl getting mad at you for not calling her back, and questioning you of your whereabouts all the time. Gee all this attention from Just a Friend, she wants all the time like it's become her drug. You need to call her text her nad check in with her every other hour on the hour. But when questioned you say you do it because you really don't like letting people in and the one's that are in are your friends for life. But what about the girls, if you and your ex breaks up will you still continue calling her everyday and seeing how she doing? No there needs to be a time period in which you two just need to not talk to eachother. And just be with yourself and your new feelings about being free again, but if you still call and text. Those new feelings will never come anf you will be stuck in this horrible limbo you've put yourself into now. But you had a chocie and you decided to continue you the cycle i don't know becuase your bored. I get that once you love a person you just can't turn your emotions off, but can you care about them to yourself. Can you just chill out and reminecse about the good old days when you were together. Instead of this disgustion and tring limbo you have been floating in. Because how do you espect to move on when your still holding on, you may not see it but your girlfriend is dying right beside you. As you talk to your ex on the phone when you text your ex on the phone her mind is going through hell, slowly turning nad twisting untill she is no longer sane, and starts to plot her demise. And wondere why and cry you can still want and talkt to your ex when she is there and she wants you and always has.