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From all the music videos i saw from the links they all seem to share some common link that nomatter your problem or situation music can aid you in fixing it. And if not atleast forgetting about for awhile while you lose your self on th edance floor. Or into the eyes of a beautiful stranger with all the ascents to keep you more than complant for a period of time. Then how music can calm you down completly mind body ans soul, no matter what miht have happen the day before or a coulpe of minutes with Don Omar and Tego Chillin', it would be ok. And with Goldies videos it could just lose yourself in the rhythm and the beat.With Love me or Hate me from Lady Sovereign it just reaffirms that not everyones is going to like but it doesn't matter because you should know better than to care about theri opinons of you. Then there's Here comes the jude and Freddie's dead the music has turned from aiding in your emotional situation to telling a story about the day your had to the things you've done. But overall it's all musica nd it's all good except for the second goldie video where the little bald man was going around jumping on people and making them act out or perform angry actions i don't know i didn't get that video too much. But there is always an underlinig message in music with Goldie 1st video it was it was ok if you lived in the ghetto you could sstill have fun and be happy, same with chillin'. Becasue alot of people judge music and music videos from their face vaule and don't bother to look deeper than the jaded surface.

Canio vs bed

He just stands there so majestic leaning aganist the window pane, watching for snything important to take his mind off of the boredom that plagues his mind. He looks like such an complex dog with a stern and focused stare as if he stares long enough he could make something happen to kill his boredom. After ten minutes he gives up and walks back into the living room, to find something more to amuse himself with. He snifs the floor all around him seeing who had been in there before him, then looks up at the fire place. He prances around some more then he stops and stares at the couch and leans forward as if thinking about what he is about to do. Then he pull backs and jumps on to the sofa walking a small circle and then plopping on the side if the sofa. Then he takes in a breathe and sighs, looks around some more and then turns his head towards the tv. I had left it on animal planet earlier he doesn't like it. He gets more into FOX, the Foodnetwork, and Trutv i don't know why maybe because it has all those bright and fast colors. He bores of the tv and takes a nap on his side of the sofa, laid out with his legs wide open i don't know why he does taht either i guess to cool off or something. But he's barking nad his sleep and slowly but surely running, because his lags are twiching and moving. Then he jumps up as if someone threw a pillow at him. He looks around fast seeing if anyone was there and how had touched him. Finding no one he hops off the sofa and walks the hallway to my room, he pushes open the door and peers inside. He spots my bed and he walks along the side of it looking it up and down getting ready to jump again like in the living room. He leans back again and jumps for the bed, once he reached the side he can't catch his grip. And you just see him struggling trying his hardest to reach the top but he's making no progress. Soon after a few minutes he finally falls back to the floor. Hegets back up and stares at it in shock, and thenm starts barkling and growling at it. Mad he's pissed and feels shame that he didn't make it to the bed. I'm back in the den dying on the floor laughing, i should watch Canio again.

Tiffums thinks Mike...

I understand alomst completey if not more where Mike is coming from with not trying to let down his parents. Becasue therir is nothing worse then having them put so much faith and pride in you just to let themdown. Eventhou they might say it's ok you tried your best it's never really ok. Because i don't know about you all but my grandmother loves to brag about me to all her friends. When i made into the Beta society, to making editior of my school paper. Even when my soccer team made it to finals eventhou we lost she just took so much happiness in my accomplishments. So it made it even harder for me if i failed or didn't get great marks on my papers and finals grades. So tto keep her happy i would hide them from her and just show her or tell her about the good to keep her happy.

But back to mike i think that his way of writing is great he uses the personal to distant approach even if he doesn't know it. He gives you personal parts of his life what he wanted to do andd hoped to do then how he failed or succed. Saying his truth like it or not and what his future plans and choices could be. So he lets you into his mind and kinda without sounding girly it almost sounds like he's writing in his diary. Sorry mike but i still like your writing your doing a good job you just might want to profread your blogs before posting cause sometimes you forget to space out your words.

Need

You need what??! You think that you need her please what has she done for you lately but caused you an headache. What has she done or can do better than me huh? Tell me i'm dying to know what she comforts you when you've had a bad week, i do that too whenever you decide to call me. But i guess it's easier talking to her about everything so continue, but please don't mind the fact i i do the same thing but in person and i hold you while you vent. And if the situation calls for you makes you something to drink so eat but please continue. She needs you because she needs to vent and tell you things that she can't tell anyone else,excuse me but when did your EX boyfriend become your confidant. I understand to a certain degree somethings you just believe that he could help you in but EVERYDAY come on get off it stop lying to yourself and everyone else. You don't have one single girlfriend that you can talk aboput your troubles to it has to be him. But wait i believe there's more to this equation maybe he tells you that he wants to hear of your day and still wants to be involved in your life. Then the story seems to have a different spin that sick, greedy, self centered, insenstive bastard. WTF, i don't get it why do you still want to be that involve with your EX's new life. They're trying to move on so why aren't you what are you afraid of what is wrong with you? What could you possibly need that i can not or has not been giving you please tell me.It justs makes me feel inferior to her and i hate that more than anything, that even with me being there right infront of him he can't let the phone ring and go to voicemail, am i really not that important to you? I need to know becuase i feel like a fool being played second to a attention deprived highschooler.

Girlfriend effect: cold music

I care about you and want to be near you at all times if possible without be clingy and stalkerish. But there is a thing standing in between of me and my goal and that's your little obession. What makes her so much better that me? Do you think i like hearing you talk on the phone with her laughing and giggling like you the Pilsbury doughboy. I don't know what to do i am over all a very calm person and does not see the need to become loud and confrontal, but by me doing that i have become a bit twisted cynical. My insides hurt when i know she's on the phone my body weeps and feels cold, my mind is on a never ending spin of ideas and accusations. I'm starting to loose grip of my sanity day by day, at times i will admit i've wanted her dead. Cold to the touch dead or she could be warm right before ridgimismortic kicks in, and to tell the truth i would be sad at all. I would go to the funeral if i needed to and give my sorries for their loss and in that same ady go to the park or Six Flags. Because in the back of my mind there's a celebration going on of my insanity and everyone is invited. I can almost see how she dies there is a hill near her house and as she is walking home from school or "jogging" shetrips over a rock in the middle of the road. And that rocks knocks her balance over and her ankle goes into a crack in the road causinf her to twist her body in a very ungodly way, possibly breaking it and causing her to fall shoulder first on to the ground. She shocked for a minute but then starts to get up, she has on a Mp3 player and doesn't hear a sound besides that of her downloaded tunes. There's a late FedEx Ground delivery truck coming down the road, and the driver is panicking he can't be late again so he picks up speed as he rounds the bank and gets closer to the hill. She's rubbing her shoulder nad ankle as she's crying to herself aout the pain. When she notices the truck she starts to panic and get up as fast as she can to get out of the way of the FedEx truck that she never saw the minivan on the other side of the road, it hit head on and propelled her into the side of the FedEx truck and then to the ground, with an sickening splat. I will simply sit in my bouncy chair eating fruit chips and wonder what i will be doing for the rest of the day with my boyfriend. And if not that have her hurt his feelings so much that he curses her to heaven and back and never wants to speak to her again. If i could be on three way without them knowing now that would just be perfect.

Obession

Your obession with prison amuses me, the girl you flaw for is only 16. She doesn't want you and yet you still text in call her like a telemarketer. She leftr you saying that this just wasn't the right time for a relationship and that she wasn't ready. But she will still call and text as if she's still your girl getting mad at you for not calling her back, and questioning you of your whereabouts all the time. Gee all this attention from Just a Friend, she wants all the time like it's become her drug. You need to call her text her nad check in with her every other hour on the hour. But when questioned you say you do it because you really don't like letting people in and the one's that are in are your friends for life. But what about the girls, if you and your ex breaks up will you still continue calling her everyday and seeing how she doing? No there needs to be a time period in which you two just need to not talk to eachother. And just be with yourself and your new feelings about being free again, but if you still call and text. Those new feelings will never come anf you will be stuck in this horrible limbo you've put yourself into now. But you had a chocie and you decided to continue you the cycle i don't know becuase your bored. I get that once you love a person you just can't turn your emotions off, but can you care about them to yourself. Can you just chill out and reminecse about the good old days when you were together. Instead of this disgustion and tring limbo you have been floating in. Because how do you espect to move on when your still holding on, you may not see it but your girlfriend is dying right beside you. As you talk to your ex on the phone when you text your ex on the phone her mind is going through hell, slowly turning nad twisting untill she is no longer sane, and starts to plot her demise. And wondere why and cry you can still want and talkt to your ex when she is there and she wants you and always has.

Just a friend

Just a friend and nothing more, so go knocking at my door. I care not for your reasons why. I simply sigh and reply you phone corrupts our very being , by it conyinuing to keep on ringing. Your presense is no longer wanted or needed in my bed because the simply sight of you brings a pain within my head. You say that you've changed and i;ll admit it you have but she has not and that's why i plot. Her constant calling and texting asking why she's not allowed to talk to you like you would an beautiful creature of the street. You reply everytime not right now i'll call you back later ok, why? she's here. Yea i'm here with my girlfriend so in a hushed voice you reply i'll call you back later ok bye bye. What is this, how do you find comfort in a person who has done more harm then good and that if given the chance will lock you away for good. What is this power of sorts of corruption that has been embedded within your body. Why do you crave her more than me, when i'm the cutier of three. Your werid unknown decison making skills makes me wonder if i should wager a pound or two on the tradmill or the pool. I get dolled up in ribbions and lace try to look my best and save face, because inside i'm nervous and awaiting your approval when all i get is a look or nod in recoginition. My mind turns and sanity spills as a imagine her as a nimhp a cute little forest nimp wondering the forest before a huge oak falls and squashes it. But then i snap out of this demented day dream for i scene i seem to scheme i need a doctor minus the syrigne. There goes my self esteem for the day, but i will not let this continue i have a new intrest who has found a very instinct intrest in me. So have your traudry conversion at night with the additional phone melting text message, I'll stick with my new flesh intrest. I don't have to chrage him up but somehow he still goes for hours.

Spring Break Tiffums Style

Well to start off my Spring Break i miss my flight to Miami, because i had slept in at my dorm. I know how dense can you be to miss your flight? But somehow i got stuck watching Dexter and CSI:Las Vegas. But my friend's mom was able to get me a flight for the following day and my flight was great. I got a window seat and i had my iPod, which was fully charged, so i was rather pleased with myself. Once we touched down in Miami, the heat hit me like a thick hot wet towel to the face. I had to go in a bath and changed clothes, before we left the airport. Also a rather nice thing is that the airport didn't lose my luggae, that had to be the best flight i have ever taken. But anyway we got in the car and went to South Beach's open air mall I don't remember the name that well. And i found a new bathing suit and learnt of a new one called the monokini. Yeah well after our quick shopping trip we went to her house and then back to the beach for like maybe 25 minutes, because she was complaining about how hot the sand was and wanted to go home. So we left the beach and went back to her house where some hispanics were having a pool party nearby. So we crashed it and had a great time the whole time i thought we were going to ge caught. And later on in the week we went go-karting and played alot of arcade games along with DDR. Then the next day we went to Wet'n'Wild that was Friday, because on Saturday i had to go to work. That was like the only reason i came back at all, and if i could have called in i would have.When I got back my roomate had not changes=d a thing she just had extra dishes in the sink which is somrthing i had not missed at all.