Need

You need what??! You think that you need her please what has she done for you lately but caused you an headache. What has she done or can do better than me huh? Tell me i'm dying to know what she comforts you when you've had a bad week, i do that too whenever you decide to call me. But i guess it's easier talking to her about everything so continue, but please don't mind the fact i i do the same thing but in person and i hold you while you vent. And if the situation calls for you makes you something to drink so eat but please continue. She needs you because she needs to vent and tell you things that she can't tell anyone else,excuse me but when did your EX boyfriend become your confidant. I understand to a certain degree somethings you just believe that he could help you in but EVERYDAY come on get off it stop lying to yourself and everyone else. You don't have one single girlfriend that you can talk aboput your troubles to it has to be him. But wait i believe there's more to this equation maybe he tells you that he wants to hear of your day and still wants to be involved in your life. Then the story seems to have a different spin that sick, greedy, self centered, insenstive bastard. WTF, i don't get it why do you still want to be that involve with your EX's new life. They're trying to move on so why aren't you what are you afraid of what is wrong with you? What could you possibly need that i can not or has not been giving you please tell me.It justs makes me feel inferior to her and i hate that more than anything, that even with me being there right infront of him he can't let the phone ring and go to voicemail, am i really not that important to you? I need to know becuase i feel like a fool being played second to a attention deprived highschooler.